sanity is overrated.
i went jogging yesterday down lakeshore for 2 hours i the pouring rain and whirling wind. sometimes it was peacful and i felt good. the skyline was in a haze of fog, everything was grey, and i felt like i had the whole beach to myself...it was so serene. other times i thought it wasnt worth it, i didnt want to get back in shape like i was last quarter. i was all discipline with nothing to balence it out, and i still havnt fixed the things that were unblanced before. i was miserable, and i dont want to do anything that will make me miserable again.
i'm really excited about my potential job at McFannins bar/resturant opening in late oct. apparently resturant by day...party atmosphere by night (liquor licence till 5am). i plan on doing promotional stuff for them on friday (and getting paid for it) and they do all these get-togethers for other potential employees. this place sounds fun. i'm excited. i'm afraid to get my hopes up...but oh well what else to i have to set my hopes on?
i had a long talk with my mom last night and learned a lot of things i didnt know before. like she didnt graduate college untill she was 33 because she could only take one class at a time to support rick and i. and like how she hated roy just like the rest of us but put up with him because she didnt know if she had enough money to raise rick and me on her own financially. shes getting ready to leave the job she's been with for 22 years, and i couldnt be happier for her. she may work for deutcha bank making more money, living in new york, and doing tons of international travel. plus shes maddly in love. she said she would quite her job and work at walmart to go live with him in north carolina if thats what it took. its amazing to see her that happy with someone. my mom is an amazing remarkable woman who has done everything for her kids. she called my best friend last night. i love when we have talks like that, and i love learning the real story behind my family.
finally, i hear my neighborhood mountians are all aflame again.
i'm really excited about my potential job at McFannins bar/resturant opening in late oct. apparently resturant by day...party atmosphere by night (liquor licence till 5am). i plan on doing promotional stuff for them on friday (and getting paid for it) and they do all these get-togethers for other potential employees. this place sounds fun. i'm excited. i'm afraid to get my hopes up...but oh well what else to i have to set my hopes on?
i had a long talk with my mom last night and learned a lot of things i didnt know before. like she didnt graduate college untill she was 33 because she could only take one class at a time to support rick and i. and like how she hated roy just like the rest of us but put up with him because she didnt know if she had enough money to raise rick and me on her own financially. shes getting ready to leave the job she's been with for 22 years, and i couldnt be happier for her. she may work for deutcha bank making more money, living in new york, and doing tons of international travel. plus shes maddly in love. she said she would quite her job and work at walmart to go live with him in north carolina if thats what it took. its amazing to see her that happy with someone. my mom is an amazing remarkable woman who has done everything for her kids. she called my best friend last night. i love when we have talks like that, and i love learning the real story behind my family.
finally, i hear my neighborhood mountians are all aflame again.