May 24, 2007 03:41
well journal, it's been a while...
during the end of this semester i was getting more homesick than i'd been all year. i wanted to come home so badly... and now that i'm home, i'm not sure i want to be here. there are definitely perks to being home... such as no classes and getting to see friends and sleeping in occasionally and having a car (that's a HUGE perk).
i'm not really longing for State, but i'm not really happy being here either.
i really feel like i need a change... a big one, like living in a different state for a while... a far away state... maybe just for the summer, but it needs to happen.
and i want a Charger more than ANYTHING right now... i know that means my priorities are screwed up and it's a "waste of money" and blah blah blah.. but that doesn't stop me from wanting it with every inch of my heart and soul.
p.s. if i could maybe just stumble across Quentin Tarantino and have an awesome conversation with him, that would be nice too...
*sigh* that would totally just make my life.
"Hang up the chick habit, hang it up, daddy, you're just jonesin' for a spill..."