Here goes ....
aww... counting down the days... the days till i leave what was and has been my life for the past 14 years...and one thing comes to mind.....Everything.....the freindships that will forever be in my heart... the people I have knowen for a lifetime... the Back yard camping... the crazy sleep overs.... the Seabeck life.. birthday party's... the cruzin... the jack balls... the summer breaks.... the crazy 4th of july's.....Feb. 26th, 2002, and my birthday ( thanks nikki )and the day after...!!!......i will forever be blessed wiff the past i have had.... both the good and bad
Today .. i called rachelle....... the one that i was friends wiff in the 8th grade, when i lost sammy... the one thing that split us up was the one thing that made us friends... i called and was glad for the first time in a while... for the first time we talked like we were back in the 8th grade.... why did i wait?? why am i that stupid??
Anyways.. we are packing more and more each day....and i start to see... that we really are moving.... its not just a dream... its foreal... it scares me.. because i know nothing stays the same.. the friend i have now... more then likely wont be ther when i get back...we all lose touch..... no matter what people say... time take it on everyone... and i know ur thinkin ima fraid to be alone.. and thats not the fact.... because i have been alone everyday of my life..im scared of losing my family..... my friends...but i guess its now or never ....
i gotta go for now... luv yea all .
Love,
Natasha-anne Emily McKellar Provoe
"Im walking away to find a better day"
Today .. i called rachelle....... the one that i was friends wiff in the 8th grade, when i lost sammy... the one thing that split us up was the one thing that made us friends... i called and was glad for the first time in a while... for the first time we talked like we were back in the 8th grade.... why did i wait?? why am i that stupid??
Anyways.. we are packing more and more each day....and i start to see... that we really are moving.... its not just a dream... its foreal... it scares me.. because i know nothing stays the same.. the friend i have now... more then likely wont be ther when i get back...we all lose touch..... no matter what people say... time take it on everyone... and i know ur thinkin ima fraid to be alone.. and thats not the fact.... because i have been alone everyday of my life..im scared of losing my family..... my friends...but i guess its now or never ....
i gotta go for now... luv yea all .
Love,
Natasha-anne Emily McKellar Provoe
"Im walking away to find a better day"