Dec 26, 2007 18:25
Why is it that I always have to second guess myself..
Why do I always have to keep telling myself that some are worth my patience.
Ive been pretty dissapointed over the last day or so...
an old friend tore down my faith in her. I think its really sad... after this many years of friendship. The choices you've made were not something I held against you. Of course you had to go and be petty about it. wether you like it or not... were a package deal.
Its really too bad that our friendship has to diverge this way... you are forcing my hand.
i think deep down.. i'm just frustrated and im having a hard time accepting that I care too much. I expect too much...
I hate it.. I hate that people fall short of my expectations. even family.