Kira please Read.
Wow I realized what I wrote looked like it was all aimed at you. The buisiness line was one of the few things aimed at you, since I posted that I have been getting a lot of e-mails from people in the St Louis area demanding shit from me. YOU are the only person I can justify being owed things other than hypriest.
Yes, I was in love with you, i didn't tell you that until after X-mas, the post you judged me on was written before that, and I wasn't ready to admit it to myself. I loved you, and it did hurt when you left with W'raa. Yes, I owe you money, I have not had enough to pay anyone debts owed, I have made enough to pay living expenses, and to save to move away from mississippi because it sucks here. I will pay you when I can, its that simple. You can hate me, W'raa can hate me, Dela can hate me. I don't care, I'm fixing my life and I won't be seen until them. I'm sorry if my post seemed entirely directed at you it wasn't. I literally recieved about 15 bitch out mails, I got mad. I am incredibly sorry.
I am happy you found a good man, W'raa is the best guy I know. I'm sad to lose him as a friend. But it seems it is gonna happen no matter what.
-Russ
Yes, I was in love with you, i didn't tell you that until after X-mas, the post you judged me on was written before that, and I wasn't ready to admit it to myself. I loved you, and it did hurt when you left with W'raa. Yes, I owe you money, I have not had enough to pay anyone debts owed, I have made enough to pay living expenses, and to save to move away from mississippi because it sucks here. I will pay you when I can, its that simple. You can hate me, W'raa can hate me, Dela can hate me. I don't care, I'm fixing my life and I won't be seen until them. I'm sorry if my post seemed entirely directed at you it wasn't. I literally recieved about 15 bitch out mails, I got mad. I am incredibly sorry.
I am happy you found a good man, W'raa is the best guy I know. I'm sad to lose him as a friend. But it seems it is gonna happen no matter what.
-Russ