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ONE of my new year's resolutions is to ask more questions. To ask for more help. I am too shy.
But I just realized that my biggest resolution this year should be to sacrifice more. Mostly, by that, I mean Money.
I was doing really well before but recently, I've been slipping. I need to live in shitty places that I dislike if it's going to help me out in the long run. I can't indulge in flannel shirts and stupid scarves like I want to. I have to slow down. But I also need to sacrifice to work harder. I wish I was one of those people that were married to their work and can't find joy doing anything else. I am held prisoner by it. This year is going to be different. I'm going to be a "holy whore" if it will make me succeed.
I know so many people that give up things that they want because they are rational and reasonable. I can't have everything I want anymore. I can't be spoiling myself anymore. It's hurting me.
But I just realized that my biggest resolution this year should be to sacrifice more. Mostly, by that, I mean Money.
I was doing really well before but recently, I've been slipping. I need to live in shitty places that I dislike if it's going to help me out in the long run. I can't indulge in flannel shirts and stupid scarves like I want to. I have to slow down. But I also need to sacrifice to work harder. I wish I was one of those people that were married to their work and can't find joy doing anything else. I am held prisoner by it. This year is going to be different. I'm going to be a "holy whore" if it will make me succeed.
I know so many people that give up things that they want because they are rational and reasonable. I can't have everything I want anymore. I can't be spoiling myself anymore. It's hurting me.