As I stand alone...

Mar 03, 2004 20:48

So I'm sitting here all alone. Thinking of what has become and what will become of me. Why does it seem that 2004 is in to get me? What did I do to deserve all of this? My Grandma dies, my brother gets into an accident and someone gets killed, a girl in my brother's dorm dies, my dad becomes an alcoholic, my mother's with him, my other brother is an ass. Why does all this negative energy surround me? Just last month my ex- best friend dumped me. Only because I have made a new friend and she flt left out. So now I'm only allowed one good friend at a time.I have fallen in love.(another good thing...right?) I have fallen in love with the music of AFI. (Javey is a BEAUTIFUL thing). Honestly, if i haven't discovered AFI for myself then I wouldn't be sitting here, writing this.For those who don't know me, I am very much into creative writing. I love to write poetry and lyrics. My friend Alicia and I have a band called A Better Tomorrow. That's the name because that is all we hope for and is more then enought o give us motivation to get through the night. I will post some of my poems for whoever may want to read them another time. For now I must say good bye and good bye I must depart. JAVEY MAKE-OUT!
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