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yay!! jessys car's getting fixed today!! the guys comin in like 2 hours to fix it. I will have a way to get places!
he came home from the field yesterday, and i was happy. of course. that kid is so amazing, i dont know how i was lucky enough to find him and keep him.
i talked to his mom for like a half an hour yesterday; hes got awesome parents that think the world of him. it makes me feel really left out--more often than not, my mom just bitches at me, and my dad is so wishy washy i hear from him once in a blue moon. my dad isnt going to give two hoots that im moving so far away and jessy's mom is just so accepting. she really wants to get to know me, and for me to get to know their family and it just blows me away. when jessy meets my family, theyre all gonna judge him on stupid shit, like his tattoos or his clothes or the way he talks. hell be too quiet or too talkative--some kind of extreme, for which no middle ground exists in my family. i hate that i dont even want him to meet my family except my cousins damon and derek who im very close to, and my sisters dad, who isnt even a part of the family really. i just want to show him my hometown and what i like to do, and have him meet my friends. i really could go back to mi and not see any of the family but my cousins and be perfectly fine.
i cleared everything up with eugene--for the fifty millionth time. like i said, gene, i love you sooo much, and no matter what i want us to stay friends. you cant just throw away the only friend youve had since 2nd grade! im glad we're on good terms, i just hope it lasts longer than last time. lol
brandon came over last nite, and was completely drunk. he wore my dangly star earrings for most of the night. he was hilarious.
he came home from the field yesterday, and i was happy. of course. that kid is so amazing, i dont know how i was lucky enough to find him and keep him.
i talked to his mom for like a half an hour yesterday; hes got awesome parents that think the world of him. it makes me feel really left out--more often than not, my mom just bitches at me, and my dad is so wishy washy i hear from him once in a blue moon. my dad isnt going to give two hoots that im moving so far away and jessy's mom is just so accepting. she really wants to get to know me, and for me to get to know their family and it just blows me away. when jessy meets my family, theyre all gonna judge him on stupid shit, like his tattoos or his clothes or the way he talks. hell be too quiet or too talkative--some kind of extreme, for which no middle ground exists in my family. i hate that i dont even want him to meet my family except my cousins damon and derek who im very close to, and my sisters dad, who isnt even a part of the family really. i just want to show him my hometown and what i like to do, and have him meet my friends. i really could go back to mi and not see any of the family but my cousins and be perfectly fine.
i cleared everything up with eugene--for the fifty millionth time. like i said, gene, i love you sooo much, and no matter what i want us to stay friends. you cant just throw away the only friend youve had since 2nd grade! im glad we're on good terms, i just hope it lasts longer than last time. lol
brandon came over last nite, and was completely drunk. he wore my dangly star earrings for most of the night. he was hilarious.