This is not going to last...
I'm not going to keep up with this journal. I know I'm not. Thinking otherwise is a hilarious fallacy. Regardless, it is almost 6am and I feel like my teenage years are calling to me to ramble and babble on. It's usually around this time of night where I feel that writing bug.
It's really weird to looks through my journal history. I think I just reached 2002....and to think that this journal had me be friends with Robbie as I was with Aramis...just thinking that my journal spanned that much of a time in my life is craziness to me. Then again, I think I'm still in denial that I can say "ten years ago" and that be when I was a teen. Yikes. Adulthood. LoL
I really wanna start a journal again, but I know that I just don't write in them unless I'm alone or in need of a rant. Alex, my husband, has been such a wonderful source of happiness in my life that I just don't need to vent in this way like I used to. It's wonderful, but at the same time, I'm kinda losing this archive of my life. My memory is so poor that I need these entries to relive these times in my life. (The cool part is that when I read about a particularly detailed event, I can kinda remember the emotions I was feeling at the time~~yay~)
So, there was my rambling...and I'm not sure where to go from here. Well, I know where I should be: in bed. Seriously..how is it that we've stayed up so late?! Weirdly enough...I think I have enough energy to just stay up...but I don't think Alex could...nor do I think we should. Sleep is important and we're not teen anymore who can sustain themselves on two hours of sleep and mountain dew. LoL
Anyway....I might start writing more again...who knows. I've been dying to have a place to fangirl about anime again (not that there's much to fangirl about lately...) and I know that the process of finding a place and moving will take it toll on me and I'll want to write out my anxieties.
Ah well, either way...I'm now feeling that heaviness in the eyelids so maybe I can finally lay my head down and let sleep overtake me. Hopefully I can be up by noon at least. What a waste of a day otherwise -.-;; And hopefully Alex won't be too grumpy either :/ (Not that I would blame him). Man, grocery shopping's going to be a pain tomorrow...
It's really weird to looks through my journal history. I think I just reached 2002....and to think that this journal had me be friends with Robbie as I was with Aramis...just thinking that my journal spanned that much of a time in my life is craziness to me. Then again, I think I'm still in denial that I can say "ten years ago" and that be when I was a teen. Yikes. Adulthood. LoL
I really wanna start a journal again, but I know that I just don't write in them unless I'm alone or in need of a rant. Alex, my husband, has been such a wonderful source of happiness in my life that I just don't need to vent in this way like I used to. It's wonderful, but at the same time, I'm kinda losing this archive of my life. My memory is so poor that I need these entries to relive these times in my life. (The cool part is that when I read about a particularly detailed event, I can kinda remember the emotions I was feeling at the time~~yay~)
So, there was my rambling...and I'm not sure where to go from here. Well, I know where I should be: in bed. Seriously..how is it that we've stayed up so late?! Weirdly enough...I think I have enough energy to just stay up...but I don't think Alex could...nor do I think we should. Sleep is important and we're not teen anymore who can sustain themselves on two hours of sleep and mountain dew. LoL
Anyway....I might start writing more again...who knows. I've been dying to have a place to fangirl about anime again (not that there's much to fangirl about lately...) and I know that the process of finding a place and moving will take it toll on me and I'll want to write out my anxieties.
Ah well, either way...I'm now feeling that heaviness in the eyelids so maybe I can finally lay my head down and let sleep overtake me. Hopefully I can be up by noon at least. What a waste of a day otherwise -.-;; And hopefully Alex won't be too grumpy either :/ (Not that I would blame him). Man, grocery shopping's going to be a pain tomorrow...