Feb 12, 2006 20:05
well, im seriously not trying to be mean.but.
love is very confusing. im not SURE if i've felt it yet.
but, i think you need to know someone in order to love them. its just how i am.
im a very complex person, and if zunair said hes in love with me, then he's in love with "school stephanie". the one who acts all nice and hyper.
i have changed so much. before my o.0 eyes. Im wearing black all the time. crazy necklaces. and stuff like that. i like my wardrobe. but thats not it. i just act totally different.
and, zunair is shy and kind of annoying. i was telling him over and over he IS NOT IN LOVE WITH ME. because i KNOW him. he's not a boy who falls in love with girls just like that. he said "he saw me and fell in love" with is crap because he said i was beautiful and u fall in love with someone for the INSIDE. not the outside.
but we had this whole convo on msn....i dont really want to copy and paste it but the whole thing just ended up with us yelling at each other.
and he kept saying he was in love with me and then he said (u know that i know he likes me because of a fieldtrip? well, there was a fieldtrip and one person found out and told everyone so then he emailed me a couple days later saying he didnt like me, but that he was in love with me.) anyways, he said 'ive never liked a girl before and i dont know how to act' so then that told me. hes not in love. jesus, he hasnt even been in a crush before. he's probably just in a big crush.
and i told him, "if u like a person, this is how you act around them when u find out they like you back. BE YOURSELF. because the person that i liked in the beginning of the year is not the person that you are now"
so yeah......