Jul 28, 2005 20:56
-im confused. i dont know whats happening. i dont know what i want.
-everytime i say things are going well, they take a turn for the worse. ill just not say thigns are going well from now on. not that that will fix anything.
-i met a bunch of family i didnt even know i had. its nice to meet family and feel completely comfortable with them, even though youve just met them. i suppose it just shows the bond between family.
-im stuck. my feet wont move. even when i will them to. something is keeping me here. what or why, i dont know. ive tried to fight it, but it doesnt feel right.
but then nothing feels right anymore.
where did the world that i knew go?
why do i feel so naked and vulnerable now?
the work week goes so incredibly slow.
while the weekend goes blazing past.
-welcome to life. enjoy the rest of your stay.