Like you're lovin me
I haven't had a real update in a while. I don't hate it here as much as I did first semester. Which is good I guess. I can slowly feel myself changing. Not sure if it's completely for the better but what can you do.
School stresses me out so much at the moment. My acting journal majorly and the fact I don't have a topic proposal for media that's due tuesday. I have no clue what to research. I guess I'll figure it out.
My sister is coming up next weekend for Gavin Degraw. It should be pretty fun I guess. I still can't believe her and Jason are broken up. But, as long as she's happy I suppose.
Ew Valentine's is tomorrow. Another year spent a lone. One of these days. I don't know why I am always so worried about being with someone. I mean I've gone it my whole life with out someone. Why worry now? Maybe that's why I worry. Always thinking you'll end up a lone. Ok, I am completely aware I am 19. But the choices you make when you are young affect the rest of your life. Maybe if I wasn't so damn picky with high standards. Why settle. Maybe it really is me, and not other people.
This room is disgusting. I wish I could find some tape so I can hang some pictures.
and if only i could get over everything
& i've done all i can.
to stand on the steps with my
heart in my hand.
School stresses me out so much at the moment. My acting journal majorly and the fact I don't have a topic proposal for media that's due tuesday. I have no clue what to research. I guess I'll figure it out.
My sister is coming up next weekend for Gavin Degraw. It should be pretty fun I guess. I still can't believe her and Jason are broken up. But, as long as she's happy I suppose.
Ew Valentine's is tomorrow. Another year spent a lone. One of these days. I don't know why I am always so worried about being with someone. I mean I've gone it my whole life with out someone. Why worry now? Maybe that's why I worry. Always thinking you'll end up a lone. Ok, I am completely aware I am 19. But the choices you make when you are young affect the rest of your life. Maybe if I wasn't so damn picky with high standards. Why settle. Maybe it really is me, and not other people.
This room is disgusting. I wish I could find some tape so I can hang some pictures.
and if only i could get over everything
& i've done all i can.
to stand on the steps with my
heart in my hand.