May 20, 2007 00:27
I'm sitting here in my room, just feeling content. Do you ever just feel content? Like everything is right with the world, if only just in this moment? I feel like the last semester has been a long blur, just images and feelings floating by as I tried to ground myself. I used to be such a happy person, all naivete and off in my own world. I sometimes wish I could go back to being that person, the one who knows there's bad in the world but doesn't really experience any of it herself. I miss that innocence, but I don't think that people can go around being like that. I feel like in the end, it's all about knowing the bad, but trying your best to be a good person. A person who smiles at strangers and friends, a person who helps others for nothing in return, a person who is grateful for what God has given them. I want to be a person like that, who has an inner joyfulness. Right now, I think I'm on my way :D