Dec 21, 2008 23:37
All I can ever be to you,
Is the darkness that we knew,
And this regret I got accustomed to.
Once it was so right
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you at the hotel at night.
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch
I don't know why I got so attached
It's my responsibility
You don't owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity
He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I've grown
And in this grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.
I don't understand,
Why do I stress a man,
When there's so many better things at hand,
We could have never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
And perspective pushes through,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon.
I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men.
I love finding a song which describes EXACTLY how I feel. And it's funny because when this was out as a single I didn't even like it, and now I can't stop listening to it...