Oct 18, 2005 16:35
Well, my life has been one big ball of interest (or not) lately. Thank God that Fall Breakage is upon us. And not a moment too soon.
Driving to Aj's today I noticed how beautiful the trees have become. Corydon, as lame as it is, is so beautiful this time of year. Such a poetic photograph I know that it could be. But that's the funny thing about this town. It's so much more enchanting in photographs...
Work is slowly driving me crazy. I think I'm developing some sort of social anxiety. I know that all the stupid people in this town are really starting to get to me. My patience is wearing thin, and it seems like every time I go into work anymore I leave so stressed out. I guess that's what I get for deciding to work at McDonald's.
But I realize that my life has been affected immeasurably by the place. It's changed parts of me and I have met a lot of people, and things have happened that I doubt ever would have had I not started working there. Some good, some bad, and some still pending.
I feel like a new chapter of my life is starting. The last chapter I think may have been a bit shorter than normal, but I do think that it is closing.
Romantically, I may actually have a bit too much on my plate right now. I have some open options, but I'm not sure if anything is going to come out of them. And both are hot, which can only mean I'm not as shallow as I used to be, because it doesn't seem to matter as much anymore. Maybe I'm finally ready for a serious relationship. Maybe. I'm kind of interested in Holden, but I dunno yet. We've only really talked once. Which reminds me that I'm supposed to talk to him today.
Mood-wise, I think that, other than the occasional low moment, I've been feeling pretty good lately. For the most part. As long as I'm not at work.
And I'll be very happy once this stupid Monopoly Sweepstakes thing is over. People are insane over that shit. Seriously, they are.
Well, I'm done writing right now. Hopefully I'll see some of you guys soon.
XOXOXO,
courtney