Oct 12, 2005 16:07
I am so fucking tired of people. Honestly, how much shit do I have to take, daily, from people I am supposed to consider friends? I am the butt of every joke at the lunch table, and even though I know it's just because I let them and don't stand up for myself ever, it's really starting to bother me. I'm not even close to anyone other than AJ anymore, because no one else has the time to even call. Well I am about tired of it. I do a LOT for people, and am there to talk when they need me. And they can never even meet me half way. I am tired off helping people, pulling their weight with things, and not standing up for myself. I have put up with this for too damn long now. Most of us don't even really enjoy each other's company anymore anyways. We're together due to habit.
Sorry for being so bitchy, I am just done with all of this. Maybe when band season ends I'll get some of my friends back. Well, Lindsay and Eric anyway.
That PSAT was retarded, as usual.