...and in the morning there is nothing left, but what's inside of me...
Another morning spent laying in my bed, dreading work and reflecting on yet another passing weekend.
I'd love to be happy, but this all seems impossible. Confined to my daydreams, I'll save it for tomorrow.
I do not want to go back to school tomorrow.
Whose X-Box controller is in the backseat of my car? It has to be either Wes', Jamie's, or Ryan's. I guess I'll figure it out tomorrow.
AHHHH! Don't make me gooooo...I don't want to work tonight. And I have to work both Friday and Saturday next weekend. :( I would really like to go to the mall Sunday. Maybe Eric will go with me.
I think I had a decent weekend. Even though I didn't get to see AJ at all, and that is not only too weird for me to handle, it is sad. :(
Last night business was slow. Which is both good and bad. I was working back drive-thru and it gets so lonely and boring back there. I generally just hang out of the window and stare off into the night. And it's so depressing because I know that people are having a nice time outside of there, and I'm stuck working.....It's almost like I become a being, and not a person...a sort of android without a life or friends. It did, however, make me very happy when Daniel and Chip came just to invite me to hang out with them after work, and when they came back later with Micah to visit. :)
Have a good afternoon.
I'd love to be happy, but this all seems impossible. Confined to my daydreams, I'll save it for tomorrow.
I do not want to go back to school tomorrow.
Whose X-Box controller is in the backseat of my car? It has to be either Wes', Jamie's, or Ryan's. I guess I'll figure it out tomorrow.
AHHHH! Don't make me gooooo...I don't want to work tonight. And I have to work both Friday and Saturday next weekend. :( I would really like to go to the mall Sunday. Maybe Eric will go with me.
I think I had a decent weekend. Even though I didn't get to see AJ at all, and that is not only too weird for me to handle, it is sad. :(
Last night business was slow. Which is both good and bad. I was working back drive-thru and it gets so lonely and boring back there. I generally just hang out of the window and stare off into the night. And it's so depressing because I know that people are having a nice time outside of there, and I'm stuck working.....It's almost like I become a being, and not a person...a sort of android without a life or friends. It did, however, make me very happy when Daniel and Chip came just to invite me to hang out with them after work, and when they came back later with Micah to visit. :)
Have a good afternoon.