"I know the spark inside your eyes was just a match I used to set myself on fire..."
I think I give up. There really are no decent guys for me out there right now. I cannot find the companionship I've been dying for. It seems like no boy is worth falling for anymore. Chivalry is dead. I always end up being treated like shit or taken for granted.
I would give anything to have a relationship where we met in the middle. Where he actually cared. At this age, I don't know if guys really do care. At least not the ones I seem to know.
Maybe it's me who has the problem. Maybe there's just something wrong with me. I mean, I get hit on a lot and have relationships and such, with attractive guys...but they all end up being jerks one way or the other.
I just wish they'd stop looking at my breasts and just get to know me. Try to understand me. Just to love me, for who I am.
I think I want too much in such a small world.
In other words, the shit we did today was stupid. So was that movie. I wanted to blow my head off. I wanted to retrieve the sticks that the settlers beat the indians with until the indians retrieved them and beat the Puritans with them, and with those same sticks beat the hell out of all those miners in that movie. :) This situation is getting rather violent.
I actually managed to get a 95% on my last pre-calculus test. It was like some sort of scientific miracle.
I'm so proud of Aj for getting the lead in the play. :) I know she'll do awesome. And Linds got a part again too! So both my drama babes are gonna kick ass!
I wish I could wake up with someone to look forward to seeing, romantically.
XOXOXO,
*courtney*
I would give anything to have a relationship where we met in the middle. Where he actually cared. At this age, I don't know if guys really do care. At least not the ones I seem to know.
Maybe it's me who has the problem. Maybe there's just something wrong with me. I mean, I get hit on a lot and have relationships and such, with attractive guys...but they all end up being jerks one way or the other.
I just wish they'd stop looking at my breasts and just get to know me. Try to understand me. Just to love me, for who I am.
I think I want too much in such a small world.
In other words, the shit we did today was stupid. So was that movie. I wanted to blow my head off. I wanted to retrieve the sticks that the settlers beat the indians with until the indians retrieved them and beat the Puritans with them, and with those same sticks beat the hell out of all those miners in that movie. :) This situation is getting rather violent.
I actually managed to get a 95% on my last pre-calculus test. It was like some sort of scientific miracle.
I'm so proud of Aj for getting the lead in the play. :) I know she'll do awesome. And Linds got a part again too! So both my drama babes are gonna kick ass!
I wish I could wake up with someone to look forward to seeing, romantically.
XOXOXO,
*courtney*