Aug 23, 2003 15:07
so i didn't end up being able to go out last night.
but i think i'll be on main st. tonight.
i hope so.
i kind of have to talk to some people about shit.
things have just been weird lately with everyone.
and then i don't know how to handle a certain situation and it makes me really uncomfortable. Especially because i don't know how to approach such a delicate subject carefully.
man. i hope things work out.
then there's something else i need to work out with someone.
and i don't know where that's going to go because i never really put any thought into it, because i guess the opportunity for me to, never really arose.
sigh.
things are confusing.
all the boys are being horny lil fucks.
i think they're in heat.
it's mating season.
i really want to hang out tonight with my lovely friends who i miss despite what i think. i need to stop being crazy and not let that possessed side of me take over damn it.
what the hell is up with anthony trying to sell me coke?
i'm not complaining, but.... it was just a little odd.
and out of nowhere.
i haven't talked to him since lord knows when....
then on my sn that he doesn't have....
"wanna buy a kilo of coke?"
huh.....
things are getting stranger and stranger.
and school, please, i don't want to discuss school.
i'll just shove that to the back of my head where i don't have to think about it.
that always works best.