Apr 07, 2010 08:27
All of a sudden I'm a real person, out of home, full time job, rent to pay and bills and more bills and never quite having enough money to make it comfortably.
I'm that kind of tired when I get home I can't even really move, let alone achieve anything. Being in another time zone means I miss my friends and that just isn't fair.
It's funny how quickly things change and you're living a life you never really expected in a place you never expected to be.
I've moved out of the city, into a little place with my boyfriend in his town about 4 hours from mine. I'm lonely and I'm exhausted but it's kind of liberating. No one knows me here, I don't have any expectations to go places or see people that I don't really want to do.
Maybe the country life really is for me and I never realized it until now?
Or maybe I'm in denial.
No time to think about that, time to work a 10 hour shift...........