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mMmmmmmMMMMmmmmMMMmmm.
Today I realized how boring and reptitive my life is. I wish I didn't work so much. but is it worth it never to have to worry about money? I don't know. I like being able to... buy things.
Mostly, I'm very content. but worried I'm getting lethargic. I'd rather not be lazily content with what I have. I'd rather do things. like new big things.
However, living with Lily is wonderful. We get along so much better than I would have even expected. We manage to share clothes and a car and live in the same house and have the same job without conflict. and we just enjoy each other's company. it's a pretty perfect living situation.
having Alex around all the time is beautiful. He's perfect. When he leaves for california, I'm not really sure how I'm gonna get by. But I will, and so for now I'm just choosing not to think about it.
ALSO, I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT UNTIL EVERYONE COMES HOME FOR THANKSGIVING.
I miss everyoneeeeee everydayyyyy. and I'm so excited to show off the apartment in all its new splendor. and show off my man. and love and cuddle and love for a couple weeks.
I have 3 hours before I have to go back to neon. I really really am gonna go to the gym. but prolly take a nap instead.
Today I realized how boring and reptitive my life is. I wish I didn't work so much. but is it worth it never to have to worry about money? I don't know. I like being able to... buy things.
Mostly, I'm very content. but worried I'm getting lethargic. I'd rather not be lazily content with what I have. I'd rather do things. like new big things.
However, living with Lily is wonderful. We get along so much better than I would have even expected. We manage to share clothes and a car and live in the same house and have the same job without conflict. and we just enjoy each other's company. it's a pretty perfect living situation.
having Alex around all the time is beautiful. He's perfect. When he leaves for california, I'm not really sure how I'm gonna get by. But I will, and so for now I'm just choosing not to think about it.
ALSO, I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT UNTIL EVERYONE COMES HOME FOR THANKSGIVING.
I miss everyoneeeeee everydayyyyy. and I'm so excited to show off the apartment in all its new splendor. and show off my man. and love and cuddle and love for a couple weeks.
I have 3 hours before I have to go back to neon. I really really am gonna go to the gym. but prolly take a nap instead.