...Merry Christmas.....
Bloomin 'eck.... another Christmas Eve.. Hooww time flies.
I'm real bored at the moment so just decided to write in here seeing as I never do and I have nawt else to do. ..It's Christmas in like, half an hour. SO does not feel like it at all. Weird how the excitement wears off as ya get older. Hmmm.. Christmas this year is probably going to be pretty bland. I doubt I'll really get anything much, I think I'll just get money coz no one's really bothered this year. To sum it all up really.. we don't even have a christmas tree up. Ha..
Got a call from my mother earlier. She was worried coz she couldn't get through to met coz -yet again- the house phone's gone all fuckadee and won't ring or anything so she eventually found my mobile number and rung that. I felt kinda bad coz I never rung her when I could've.. but I was going to on Christmas Day. I swear. (Seriously) ..She started crying as well towards the end of the phone call .. just coz like she misses me and stuff and it's Christmas. So yeah I kinda feel poop coz I do miss her ..alot.. and I feel bad for not keeping in so much contact.. but then again to be honest she chose to leave me and she never wanted to spend Christmas with me anyway so blah.
Urgh.. things are actually generally quite gay at the moment anyway. My sister's back and I really really rrrrreeealllyy don't want her to go
I'm real bored at the moment so just decided to write in here seeing as I never do and I have nawt else to do. ..It's Christmas in like, half an hour. SO does not feel like it at all. Weird how the excitement wears off as ya get older. Hmmm.. Christmas this year is probably going to be pretty bland. I doubt I'll really get anything much, I think I'll just get money coz no one's really bothered this year. To sum it all up really.. we don't even have a christmas tree up. Ha..
Got a call from my mother earlier. She was worried coz she couldn't get through to met coz -yet again- the house phone's gone all fuckadee and won't ring or anything so she eventually found my mobile number and rung that. I felt kinda bad coz I never rung her when I could've.. but I was going to on Christmas Day. I swear. (Seriously) ..She started crying as well towards the end of the phone call .. just coz like she misses me and stuff and it's Christmas. So yeah I kinda feel poop coz I do miss her ..alot.. and I feel bad for not keeping in so much contact.. but then again to be honest she chose to leave me and she never wanted to spend Christmas with me anyway so blah.
Urgh.. things are actually generally quite gay at the moment anyway. My sister's back and I really really rrrrreeealllyy don't want her to go