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I've been playing Tafel Anatomie non stop since the day I got it. Well, on and off. And now I can't stop listening to it. I was trying to figure out the Engrish in Leukocyte before I got the album because before that I already had 2 songs - calling me and Leukocyte. I love them both so much ^w^
Even though majority of the song is in Japanese,I love the song a lot a lot. Just the few Engrish words sang have moved me.
"I'll save you.
Mission in life.
Don't leave you alone."
I'm the sort of person who needs not actual words to understand. I live through emotion,and I'm moved by it. Ecke as much as I hate to admit it, I live off emotions, because simply, there isn't much else. My family life...is shaky as ever. My mum constantly wants to pull me over onto her side whenever I'm at Dad's, and Dad can't do much because a) he away working and b) he doesn't want to cause any more problems. I'm tired of being passive, but I can't possibly be trowing tantrums like a child, expecting my parents to do whatever it is I want them to.
Hell, I didn't even do that as a child.
Argh.
My mood these days have been swinging like no one's business. Annoys me really. hmm.
Lolipop band meeting this December 2/3. I hope I'm not working then lol. I kinda feel nervous, because I'll have to sing in front of minna! Hm.. I'm afarid I'll crap out or something >.>
[whine]
I have to pick a couple of songs to sing. Any suggestions?? Need help for that too. Lol and they have to be songs that everyone knows. I can't do anything from Gazette, and my safest options would be either um, D or Alice Nine. Okay..maybe not D,but Alice Nine. Thinking of doing Yami ni Chiru Sakura or Gin no Tsuki Kuroi Hoshi. Gah. I can't do Malice Mizer...besides attempting to mimic Klaha in Shiroi had ni kuruu ai to kanashimi no rondo. I'm extremely nervous now. Oh shitttttt. -smacks self-
I have a decora photoshoot on the 26 November as well! -spazzes- ANDD I 'm the whole Hello Kitty theme. No one seems to do HK anymore...either that or I'm blind. And I still don't know what to do..because I bought a skirt that I don't know what to match it with. Darn. Help anyone?
[ /whining]
I remember I had a long long post to type out, but suddenly, after being distracted too much, I forgot what I was supposed to rant about. lol
I hope you guys have had a fun Halloween (even though it's a little late for that lol) and have a good day ^_^
I've been playing Tafel Anatomie non stop since the day I got it. Well, on and off. And now I can't stop listening to it. I was trying to figure out the Engrish in Leukocyte before I got the album because before that I already had 2 songs - calling me and Leukocyte. I love them both so much ^w^
Even though majority of the song is in Japanese,I love the song a lot a lot. Just the few Engrish words sang have moved me.
"I'll save you.
Mission in life.
Don't leave you alone."
I'm the sort of person who needs not actual words to understand. I live through emotion,and I'm moved by it. Ecke as much as I hate to admit it, I live off emotions, because simply, there isn't much else. My family life...is shaky as ever. My mum constantly wants to pull me over onto her side whenever I'm at Dad's, and Dad can't do much because a) he away working and b) he doesn't want to cause any more problems. I'm tired of being passive, but I can't possibly be trowing tantrums like a child, expecting my parents to do whatever it is I want them to.
Hell, I didn't even do that as a child.
Argh.
My mood these days have been swinging like no one's business. Annoys me really. hmm.
Lolipop band meeting this December 2/3. I hope I'm not working then lol. I kinda feel nervous, because I'll have to sing in front of minna! Hm.. I'm afarid I'll crap out or something >.>
[whine]
I have to pick a couple of songs to sing. Any suggestions?? Need help for that too. Lol and they have to be songs that everyone knows. I can't do anything from Gazette, and my safest options would be either um, D or Alice Nine. Okay..maybe not D,but Alice Nine. Thinking of doing Yami ni Chiru Sakura or Gin no Tsuki Kuroi Hoshi. Gah. I can't do Malice Mizer...besides attempting to mimic Klaha in Shiroi had ni kuruu ai to kanashimi no rondo. I'm extremely nervous now. Oh shitttttt. -smacks self-
I have a decora photoshoot on the 26 November as well! -spazzes- ANDD I 'm the whole Hello Kitty theme. No one seems to do HK anymore...either that or I'm blind. And I still don't know what to do..because I bought a skirt that I don't know what to match it with. Darn. Help anyone?
[ /whining]
I remember I had a long long post to type out, but suddenly, after being distracted too much, I forgot what I was supposed to rant about. lol
I hope you guys have had a fun Halloween (even though it's a little late for that lol) and have a good day ^_^