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It feels good to let it out on a journal or blog..anywhere thats for writing, its good to write out everything in some form or way.There are times when you feel so much emotions building up and when you try to let it out you realize there was anything to be emotional about, yu are just having a bad day and being grumpy, and that yeah thats right your teenager! .....god i miss Peru, i miss my family. Waking up in the morning seeing my uncle smiling at me telling his joke. I love my uncle he is like the father i will never have. I miss my cousins, i miss everything. Since i gotten back i feel like i don't belong here...i feel so temporary here. I been lazying around cause of it, i'm thinking that ok...i will wake up in Peru tomorrow and everything thats has happen here in the past months will be just a dream. Well thats how i keep things are going to happen....being with shin has been a dream that i don't want to wake up from, then again....idk...this is where i so confuse....then my cousin dies...and my feeling gets worse....guess we all have our problems, mines just happesm to be international....ah well, just waiting for tomorrow, i'm looking foward to seeing shin tomorrow!