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May 30, 2006 18:45

I used some Runes today...or had my Runes done...or however it is said. And it was basically depressing because it was a bundle of contradictions.

There are different Runes that I drew for different things. Like, you can have your current situation described and its challenges as well as things you have to do and sacrifices you have to make regarding whatever questions you ask.

And my Runes read that I should just sit still and not act so that I may better release negative energy and better understand where I am. And then the very next Rune told me that I needed to take action and be more involved and lively or whatever.

So I basically have no idea what to do with myself now.

And I also got a blank Rune that informed me that the place I am in my life right now is unreadable or unclear. I'm blank.

So I'm supposed to sit still...but not. And I'm blank and unreadable. Fantastic.

Does that even qualify as living? Like...am I walking around an empty shell or something? I feel like Donnie Darko...or Ashton Kutcher from The Butterfly Effect. Am I even supposed to be alive?! Gosh.
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