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Life at it's best. I've been busy lately. Helping AHS band and leaving early to go swimming with this girl. I've seen a lot of people and it's good. I haven't seen everyone though. I've been hanging out with her a lot. It's good for me though, so you should be happy even though you don't see me every second of each day. I'm sorry if you haven't seen me. I'm really happy with life and everything it's bringing me right now... even though it has yet to bring me a job.
I went to BCC today to apply for school. I'm glad you made me go, I think I would've regretted not going and just sitting around like a bum. You always know what's right. hehe. I went to Petco and that place fucking sucks. They don't have any animals. What a waste of time. Ryan has such a cute puppy. Good thing it didn't pee on the rug and good thing Meghan and I didn't watch it pee and then we didn't say shit until after it was done. I'm glad Ryan didn't clean it up at all.
I used to think that I was running out of time and that I had things that I had to do before I got a certain age. I'm over that. I have quite a few years left to do the things that I need to do. I'm not dying tomorrow, but I'd like to live like I was. I wish I had a lot of money so I could. I wish I had a lot of money to go away and see snow and sleep in a log cabin and wake up and make a fire in the cabin so we could keep warm. I think one day, out of all my dreams and quests, that's the one I want to come true the most. No doubt about it.
I'm content sitting at home tonight. I had a good day. I hung out with a few people and had some good laughs... "I can see you". And PS... I can still see you.
I was really upset last night. I left your bracelet at Kelly's house. I knew that I'd be upset once I walked out, but I just didn't want to go back and get it. I miss you a whole lot. I just wish I could've said all the things that I wanted to say to you. I wish that we were still good friends like we were when I lived in Fawn Lake. We had so much fun and there's not one thing I wouldn't give just to have those days back. I miss four wheeling. I miss your brother getting stuck on his little dirt bike and having to pull him out all the time. I saw him at school after the accident, I just couldn't bring myself to say anything to him. I didn't want to make a scene. He's doing well though and I hope you are too. We all miss you though. I'll never be OK with you not being here. I'll always remember you. =)
On the other side of life, I'm doing good. How are you doing?
I wish life could be good everyday. I wish things were perfect like they were before. I know we'll get back there though. I'm just a little impatient. I'm waiting though.
I wish things weren't like this for you though. I'm sorry things went down the way they did. Changed minds, different opinions, bad timing. It was all a factor in this. We'll fix it though. I'll always be here for you. =)
MEGHAN is a WITCH.
Ryan bought me a mocha FREEZER.
Stacey went to lunch with me today and was in a bad mood, but that changed!
Devin isn't an asshole, I just like to call him that.
Kelly makes me very happy. =)
Dan has been neglected.
Derek has been too.
I miss my sister, Katie.
I miss James.
I miss my mom.
Jordan, we're still divorced, but it's for the best.
Amanda wouldn't tell us the #'s for the back room @ Target.
Tony was a little off-centered the other day.
Kalin needs to change a few things.
Lindsey is missed.
Jessika is missed too.
Corey flipped his car because he's a dumb ass.
Elizabeth needs to stop smoking. I just care, that's all.
Emily has put up with me a lot lately. thanks.
Emily is being really nice to me.
It's been almost a year. I can't believe I've made it this far.
-TS
I went to BCC today to apply for school. I'm glad you made me go, I think I would've regretted not going and just sitting around like a bum. You always know what's right. hehe. I went to Petco and that place fucking sucks. They don't have any animals. What a waste of time. Ryan has such a cute puppy. Good thing it didn't pee on the rug and good thing Meghan and I didn't watch it pee and then we didn't say shit until after it was done. I'm glad Ryan didn't clean it up at all.
I used to think that I was running out of time and that I had things that I had to do before I got a certain age. I'm over that. I have quite a few years left to do the things that I need to do. I'm not dying tomorrow, but I'd like to live like I was. I wish I had a lot of money so I could. I wish I had a lot of money to go away and see snow and sleep in a log cabin and wake up and make a fire in the cabin so we could keep warm. I think one day, out of all my dreams and quests, that's the one I want to come true the most. No doubt about it.
I'm content sitting at home tonight. I had a good day. I hung out with a few people and had some good laughs... "I can see you". And PS... I can still see you.
I was really upset last night. I left your bracelet at Kelly's house. I knew that I'd be upset once I walked out, but I just didn't want to go back and get it. I miss you a whole lot. I just wish I could've said all the things that I wanted to say to you. I wish that we were still good friends like we were when I lived in Fawn Lake. We had so much fun and there's not one thing I wouldn't give just to have those days back. I miss four wheeling. I miss your brother getting stuck on his little dirt bike and having to pull him out all the time. I saw him at school after the accident, I just couldn't bring myself to say anything to him. I didn't want to make a scene. He's doing well though and I hope you are too. We all miss you though. I'll never be OK with you not being here. I'll always remember you. =)
On the other side of life, I'm doing good. How are you doing?
I wish life could be good everyday. I wish things were perfect like they were before. I know we'll get back there though. I'm just a little impatient. I'm waiting though.
I wish things weren't like this for you though. I'm sorry things went down the way they did. Changed minds, different opinions, bad timing. It was all a factor in this. We'll fix it though. I'll always be here for you. =)
MEGHAN is a WITCH.
Ryan bought me a mocha FREEZER.
Stacey went to lunch with me today and was in a bad mood, but that changed!
Devin isn't an asshole, I just like to call him that.
Kelly makes me very happy. =)
Dan has been neglected.
Derek has been too.
I miss my sister, Katie.
I miss James.
I miss my mom.
Jordan, we're still divorced, but it's for the best.
Amanda wouldn't tell us the #'s for the back room @ Target.
Tony was a little off-centered the other day.
Kalin needs to change a few things.
Lindsey is missed.
Jessika is missed too.
Corey flipped his car because he's a dumb ass.
Elizabeth needs to stop smoking. I just care, that's all.
Emily has put up with me a lot lately. thanks.
Emily is being really nice to me.
It's been almost a year. I can't believe I've made it this far.
-TS