Oct 17, 2005 18:28
I hate myself. Why did I have to eat? Why do I have no self control? Please let me have it tomorrow. Tried to vomit but couldn't DAMNIT. Maybe i'll be able to later. I am at work right now *kicks self*
Dreading the holiday. What if I pig out for the whole week???? i WONT. i WILL STARVE
Just cut my leg in the toilets... I'm a FREAK
Why does eating cause this much panic? I knew I should have gone home for lunch and eaten nothing. GRRRRRRR
I CAN'T cry at wotk cos it freaks everyone else out and they don't know how to talk to me.
FUCK