You'll always be 23...
Had quite a good therapy session today. Dr Provan is good at reasoning things out. He has only just finished The Half Blood Prince!" I have read it 4 times. He doesn't think Dumbledore is really dead. I told him I thought he was but Snape was on the "good" side. I can't believe it's gonna be about two years till the next one. Something to stay alive for though I guess.
Sold three holidays yesterday thank god! I was so worried about my earnings. Almost went to the library to as about jobs but I need to look more healthier first. I will admit it now i am too thin. I never thought I would say that. I have no ass anymore :( and I am almost flat chested. My ribs stick out as much as my breasts, although I'm sure I have fat ribs. I still need to lose more though. I need to look as disgusting as I feel inside.
Griff says I will never get better until I get a life. Some days I do want one. I want a nice job, friends, a family. most days it just seems such hard work and pointless. I have never been able to maintain friendships.I cannot put in the effort required and start thinking they don't really like me but feel sorry for me cos I'm such a loser.
Hopefully going to fufil one of my dreams soon and hold a monkey . apparently there is a santuary near Dan Orgof Caves in Abercrave. Adam says they let you hold them and clean them out. I'll ask mum is we can go there when we stay in the *shudder* caravan.
Sold three holidays yesterday thank god! I was so worried about my earnings. Almost went to the library to as about jobs but I need to look more healthier first. I will admit it now i am too thin. I never thought I would say that. I have no ass anymore :( and I am almost flat chested. My ribs stick out as much as my breasts, although I'm sure I have fat ribs. I still need to lose more though. I need to look as disgusting as I feel inside.
Griff says I will never get better until I get a life. Some days I do want one. I want a nice job, friends, a family. most days it just seems such hard work and pointless. I have never been able to maintain friendships.I cannot put in the effort required and start thinking they don't really like me but feel sorry for me cos I'm such a loser.
Hopefully going to fufil one of my dreams soon and hold a monkey . apparently there is a santuary near Dan Orgof Caves in Abercrave. Adam says they let you hold them and clean them out. I'll ask mum is we can go there when we stay in the *shudder* caravan.