Jul 26, 2004 01:47
Anna,
You are obviously important to me as well or i would probably not want go through the pain of being around my ex and her new boyfriend. The fact that its Tom makes it a lot easier. I'm really not looking forward to you going away either. I think you must have misunderstood what I said or something was lost in my pore communication skills, that is why I do not like to talk about important things over AIM. I still talk to you about what is going on in my life cuz I respect your opinion and I can trust you, plus you have an outsiders prospective that I lack. The only reason that I got pissed off was cuz you had made a comment that made it seem as if you thought that I am someone that I am not. You are entitled to your own opinion and for the first time in history it dose not coincide with mine.
Hope that you and Tom can make it to my party at some point or another; you guys can even have my room to sleep in if you want to spend the night.
And you are right; I am discontent with the world at the moment but you are one of the few people that stand a chance. And our friendship is one of the few things that has hope.
Kat,
You are not acting bitchy, you are acting confused. You would probably be better off just forgetting about me, but that isnt likely and I wouldn't like it that much myself to be truthful.
Incase you guys have not noticed, im not really the same person that i used to be. I have given up the hope of being what i wanted to be. I realized that the world is not what I thought it was, so im going to have to find some way to deal.
Sorry both of you. Sorry that I couldn't be the person I want to be, or the one you might like a little more. I will always appreciate you guys, I don't feel like I have done enough.
Sorry
Peace