Nov 23, 2008 02:58
Whoa, nelly.
Yesterday we had Thanksgiving dinner at my house, it was super rad. We played a rousing game of Teledraw, which is always a good time, but with like, 12 people. It was intense, and also the sweetest ever. I was pleased that so many people came, brought food, hung out, etc. Matt said at one point he counted over 20, which is probably a record number of people in my house.
I'm super tired. Matt's already asleep, which is probably a good thing. I'm an awful sleeper and always keep him awake, which I feel terrible about. I just thrash and cough and like, I don't know, don't sleep. I'm always fucking exhausted.
I'm still feeling terribly unmotivated. This semester has been just, ugh. There have been good points, certainly, but ugh.
I do believe that I'm going home for Thanksgiving on Wednesday(?), which should be... interesting? I have a hard time being with my family for that long. It's not that I don't want to be, really, it's just that I don't live with them anymore and I always like, forget, how insane they all really are. When I'm not there I'm like "Oh, I'd like to see them!" and then when I am I'm like "oh, right, I forgot about that part..."
Trying to learn how to paint digitally. I suck ass at it so far.
My doggy is being so cute right now, all curled up next to me. Mmm. :-)
I am so not interesting.
I'm mostly just like, worried all the time.
I'm super dehydrated today, too. Like, I am usually, but today has been ridiculous. I guess it's been building up or something. Or the opposite, it's been evaporating out of me? It's late and I'm not coherent. Anyway. I need more water in my life. I've been actively trying to do that, as in drink more water, but I fail often and amazingly.
Drinking more water would probably help me cease looking like a crusty hag, too. Glunk glunk glunk.
Sound effects? I've been spending too much time with Jake Kubon. I'm glad he doesn't hate me anymore, sometimes he even calls me "friend". It makes me happy. I like making/having friends. I'm bad at it, which makes it better when it happens.
I'm tired, yo. Tired. The colours, Duke.