I seem to have a thing for deleting what I post here. Nothing of value, and nothing I want to remember. Which pretty well sums how I feel about myself lately
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Uhmm... You're going through a lot of things I did, that everyone will go through. Here's advice
anonymous
April 21 2006, 14:14:34 UTC
None of this is supposed to be about me having all the answers. Just what worked for me:)
I delete posts, too. But usually ones that remind me of memories that are dumb and that I hate. Like ones involving boys.
Hammond is crazy. That's all I know about that.
Why is it that I keep trying to be a good human being?>>>It seems like the right thing to do. I'm nice to people. Is it wrong to expect the same in return?>>>You can expect it, but it may not happen. You've got to deal with people not being as awesome as you. And maybe take away some of the niceness from people who don't deserve it. Also, find reeeeaaly nice friends.
Comments, shmomments. It's livejournal, comments are more a measure of how bored your friends were than how much they like/love you.
I'm such a good little girl. I don't drink, or smoke, or do drugs. Lame Lame Lame.>>>Isn't it boring? I recommend doing those things, if you're up for it. Reckless partying (well, not completely reckless) can be fun.
I've set people up. I've been honestly happy for cute couples. I'm always the friend with the personality. No one lifts a finger, casts a thought, says a word on my behalf. Thanks. I'm the girl in a permanent state of getting over something that will never happen.
People don't understand what a psycho bitch is. Sometimes people think I'm a bitch. Sometimes I'm too honest, but other than that, I'm really not a bitch. I've come to have friends who learn to deal with me. There are too many people in the world who are willing to appreciate me for me to hang out with people who don't.
What has being the nice friend gotten me? Nothing.>>>Being nice doesn't always work for smart chicks. You've got to solve this problem like's it's math. It's all miscalculated social actions and game theory.
My dad told me that maybe boys are just intimidated by me, but I doubt it. I know that there is something wrong about me, but I've gotten into that niche where it doesn't even matter even more. Florina, I'm in fucking college and I've made out with one dude, a drunken one in a shower curtain. Not to mention I've never been on a date. But it doesn't matter to much because all that bullshit is only about 20% of your life and there other things to enjoy.
I don't flaunt my grades. I don't show off. I don't announce my successes to the world. Oh, sure I've got my 4.0, but it's killing me. >>> I gave up that shit. Grades should not compete with happiness
Then I'll say I'm glad she was rejected from Governor's School.>>> There's one thing you have to remember, espeically at motherfucking Lenape--bitches ain't shit. There's no use worrying over those bitches because they don't mean shit.
I got into Gov School. My dad's not letting me go anyway, so what does anything matter?>>>>Maybe you should tell your dad that me going to Governor's School probably got me a full scholarship at one of our country's top liberal arts schools, tuition, room and boarding.
All anyone asks anymore is where I'm applying to college.>>>>You're going to have to deal with answering that question. Then, it'll be what you think you're studying.
Read those books that give synopses of colleges. Get the book that's for exceptional students/schools because it'll include ivy leagues and upper-end schools
Extracurriculars mean, like, the most. You're going to have good SATs anyway. Anyone who buys an SAT study book can (go with the book, the class is a waste of money in my opinion). Just develop a character, be completely honest with yourself, your friends, your family and these motherfucking admissions offices.
I don't know what to do with my life, but I'm the only one who can decide. 1) Don't decide right now 2) Make a decision based on nothing and see if it works out. You can always fix your life later.
I delete posts, too. But usually ones that remind me of memories that are dumb and that I hate. Like ones involving boys.
Hammond is crazy. That's all I know about that.
Why is it that I keep trying to be a good human being?>>>It seems like the right thing to do.
I'm nice to people. Is it wrong to expect the same in return?>>>You can expect it, but it may not happen. You've got to deal with people not being as awesome as you. And maybe take away some of the niceness from people who don't deserve it. Also, find reeeeaaly nice friends.
Comments, shmomments. It's livejournal, comments are more a measure of how bored your friends were than how much they like/love you.
I'm such a good little girl. I don't drink, or smoke, or do drugs. Lame Lame Lame.>>>Isn't it boring? I recommend doing those things, if you're up for it. Reckless partying (well, not completely reckless) can be fun.
I've set people up. I've been honestly happy for cute couples. I'm always the friend with the personality. No one lifts a finger, casts a thought, says a word on my behalf. Thanks. I'm the girl in a permanent state of getting over something that will never happen.
People don't understand what a psycho bitch is. Sometimes people think I'm a bitch. Sometimes I'm too honest, but other than that, I'm really not a bitch. I've come to have friends who learn to deal with me. There are too many people in the world who are willing to appreciate me for me to hang out with people who don't.
What has being the nice friend gotten me? Nothing.>>>Being nice doesn't always work for smart chicks. You've got to solve this problem like's it's math. It's all miscalculated social actions and game theory.
My dad told me that maybe boys are just intimidated by me, but I doubt it. I know that there is something wrong about me, but I've gotten into that niche where it doesn't even matter even more. Florina, I'm in fucking college and I've made out with one dude, a drunken one in a shower curtain. Not to mention I've never been on a date. But it doesn't matter to much because all that bullshit is only about 20% of your life and there other things to enjoy.
I don't flaunt my grades. I don't show off. I don't announce my successes to the world. Oh, sure I've got my 4.0, but it's killing me. >>> I gave up that shit. Grades should not compete with happiness
Then I'll say I'm glad she was rejected from Governor's School.>>> There's one thing you have to remember, espeically at motherfucking Lenape--bitches ain't shit. There's no use worrying over those bitches because they don't mean shit.
I got into Gov School. My dad's not letting me go anyway, so what does anything matter?>>>>Maybe you should tell your dad that me going to Governor's School probably got me a full scholarship at one of our country's top liberal arts schools, tuition, room and boarding.
All anyone asks anymore is where I'm applying to college.>>>>You're going to have to deal with answering that question. Then, it'll be what you think you're studying.
Read those books that give synopses of colleges. Get the book that's for exceptional students/schools because it'll include ivy leagues and upper-end schools
Extracurriculars mean, like, the most. You're going to have good SATs anyway. Anyone who buys an SAT study book can (go with the book, the class is a waste of money in my opinion). Just develop a character, be completely honest with yourself, your friends, your family and these motherfucking admissions offices.
I don't know what to do with my life, but I'm the only one who can decide.
1) Don't decide right now
2) Make a decision based on nothing and see if it works out. You can always fix your life later.
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