The world has turned and left me here, just where I was before you appeared
I know you're out there.... I know you are. Though I'm sure you'll never even read this. And if you did, you'd never even let me know.
I found you tonight pretty much by accident and unexpectedly and my heart nearly exploded out of my chest in surprize, and somhow horrified excitement.
I've seriously been living in fucking hell since you left.
I'm so confused and so upset with the situation that I want to puke.
(When a real person is this loving and dedicated it's weird in the eyes of others, right? But if it was in a song, or movie... somehow then it's o.k and everyone understands. ??? Fuck that! I'm it! I'M THE REAL THING! I'm the most genuine, caring, nice, and loving motherfucker on this earth and I get nothing but fucked over.)
If I could go back and do things differently, I would.
I'd give anything to do it right.
You remain turned away
Turning further every day
I found you tonight pretty much by accident and unexpectedly and my heart nearly exploded out of my chest in surprize, and somhow horrified excitement.
I've seriously been living in fucking hell since you left.
I'm so confused and so upset with the situation that I want to puke.
(When a real person is this loving and dedicated it's weird in the eyes of others, right? But if it was in a song, or movie... somehow then it's o.k and everyone understands. ??? Fuck that! I'm it! I'M THE REAL THING! I'm the most genuine, caring, nice, and loving motherfucker on this earth and I get nothing but fucked over.)
If I could go back and do things differently, I would.
I'd give anything to do it right.
You remain turned away
Turning further every day