Its over
i mean you think you find someone that you can see yourself dating in like year or so and you dream about it but sooner or later you think to yourself that it is impossible. You dream to find such a perfect girl, and prey to find that speacial person and well you do. but on the other hand everything does come to a end. unless its a dream then you wake up into true life or reality. either way dont take what you have for granted take it from me. i lost the most important thing to me. she was my umpa loompa and shes gone.moment. to realize that wont happen aganin jsut eats me up on the inside and out. i have no regrets for this relationship. i mean i met a incredible girl and lost her just like that. no regrets. im just thatnkful i got to know her and became best friends with. i just hope she reads this and really knows how i felt about her. hopefully she will realize that she made a decisoion that hurt me. she was someone i could tell everything to, how i could trust, how we could lay down and just think about how perfect eaverything was a t that particular
i hope dreams do come true and fix my problems
justin