happy birthday even though i hate u

[midgex182]

first day of school..i have mixed emotions about this..im happy about it just because being in school gets me away from my thoughts for awhile and i can focus on something completely different..but then its aggravating because of the new stress it brings to my life..i have basically all of my classes with either amanda and justyna or both..but none with glenna which is fuckin bullshit..she was robbed..im sorry..im pretty ok with my classes..but then again its only the first day..ha
my new staind shirt came in today..im excited..it actually got here!
todays jeffs birthday..so a big happy fuckin birthday goes out to him..i love him and hate him rite now..hes so frustrating..

its probably not a good thing when u feel urself falling apart...huh?