Mar 19, 2007 11:33
Sitting at My babys hizzzzy..lol. But anyways Went to the NIN cd sit and listen thing.. It was neat.. We saw Willow!! LOL! Met Chris's friend Jeff.. Cool kid, got him so fucking retarted. And bytheway..I love Jen(double J).. Greatest girl in the world.. She's so great.. She cant be a girl.. haha Shes a dude to me .. Well coollest chick i know. (beside katiekins)
I dont understand.... What he said to me really hurt. As if i dont feel useless enough, he has to say it. And to hear it from him! i told him that it hurt me, all he did is say sorry and pout alittle. I cryed for so long, i couldnt get it out of my mind. Suzie cheered me up though. She is right! I do need me time, where i get his full attention... I do everything i can do for him, without him eve asking. I do it could i want to, cause i love him. Want hi to feel good, happy, calm.. (d) all the above. lol... But whatever.. i think i might be good now.. ::sigh::
Whatever, whatever, whatever... "whatever youyou wanna do baby" "I dont care what we do" "sure, dosen't matter to me" "i'll leave it up to you" GRRRRRRR!!!
Salem maybe.. Sure it would be cool and fun.. But i would like to spend along time with Mike. Through sexy time in there.. hehe
I dont know what i'm doing with my life.. I'm going nowhere. Not a good preson.
Well Peace