"Let me wear you out
Let me make you mine, mine, mine"
People don't have enough time.
Really, there should be more hours in the day.
Progress reports were today. I am stupid:
Algebra - B 1 A
P.E. - A 1 A
Science - B 1 B
Drama - A 1 A
AP World Bullshit - C 2 A
English - B (I didn't get an effort or conduct grade idk why.)
Today in drama we almost finished blocking for the entire play. Almost.
Yet we never got to stage the part I've been waiting for, my love scene with Petruchio. I really really really want to do it already because I'm super curious as to how it'll turn out. Plus the guy who plays Petruchio is really cute so yeah. Too bad his ex girlfriend who I'm almost certain still has feelings for him is playing Juliet. Oh well.
Today on the bus home I was thinking about stuff and I've realized that I hate thoughts because they make you think too much. You know what I mean? Like, I hate thinking about Nick and that girl he's with. I hate thinking about Gabriel because I feel really bad after that message he left me today. Damn these raging hormones of mine. Sometimes I think ignorance really is bliss.
I need a date to Giselle's quince. Actually, I need a boyfriend. Actually, I need both. So if anyone could help speed up the process, feel free. I hate being single 'cause you feel so vulnerable like this guy whose always flirting with me at school and I want to be like "um go away k thx" but I can't because I have no excuse not to be talking to him other than the fact that I just don't like him, but I can't tell him that 'cause that would just be mean. But if I had a boyfriend it would be like a security blanket 'cause I could just be like "oh I have a boyfriend k srry" and they'd be coo'.
And it's not that I just need someone to use as protection from that kid. I just want someone that I can really like and someone that doesn't just wanna go out with me 'cause I'm "easy" (although I hope I haven't gotten that reputation down here in MIA, I know I had it in MD but it didn't matter 'cause I didn't give a shit about Maryland. Here, I actually care).
Like one of those cute romances from the summer of 8th grade (or in my case, 7th grade) where you couldn't stop thinking about them and would do anything just to see them and every time you were with them it didn't matter if you made out or not, if you did anything or not, if you talked or not. Where you could just sit by them and stare at them and you'd be happy because just being around them made you feel good. I want one of those. But the three guys I like don't like me back. Which sucks.
I need a man.
Ok ok now really the emo ness stops.
I've been taking pics in school all week and I'll post them all either tomorrow or Saturday. But there was one that I just couldn't resist posting 'cause it was so awesome.
have a nice day.