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this is for my friends that i go to school with...which few of them read this...
it seems like everyone is just doing the false kindness thing, which really bothers me. i think i'm really straight up with people. if i don't like you i won't pretend.
so why do it to me?
i hate fake people, and right now that seems like everyone.
on a happier note..we did absolutly nothing at school today. cause of istep and crap, the juniors were locked in the auditorium so we could all pretend to take the asvab ( i drew little diagonal lines on my answer sheet instead of actually taking the test). afterwards we got lunch, and went back to watch some mothers against drunk driving video that i've seen a million times over.
then we got to watch people in our class get on stage and sing childrens songs. woo. =\
then we were herded like sheep into the gym to learn about something that i paid absolutly no attention to.
high school = so much learning.
oh, our seats got changed in orchestra yesterday while i wasn't there, and i guess people actually cried over it. i guess i can generally see why some people would get upset...but seriously, you're crying over spilled milk...big deal, you're not in the position that you want, it doesn't mean you aren't as good. just remember there are plenty more chances for you to have a good seat, work hard and make to a bigger orchestra and get a better seat. and if you don't want to go on, then it doesn't matter anyway, does it?
best wishes to little kyle, and to bre. i love you both.
talk to me, if you want. most of the time people just say that, false kindness...i'm serious. people don't talk to me a lot unless they want something, but if you have a problem talk to me and i'll listen all you want.
it seems like everyone is just doing the false kindness thing, which really bothers me. i think i'm really straight up with people. if i don't like you i won't pretend.
so why do it to me?
i hate fake people, and right now that seems like everyone.
on a happier note..we did absolutly nothing at school today. cause of istep and crap, the juniors were locked in the auditorium so we could all pretend to take the asvab ( i drew little diagonal lines on my answer sheet instead of actually taking the test). afterwards we got lunch, and went back to watch some mothers against drunk driving video that i've seen a million times over.
then we got to watch people in our class get on stage and sing childrens songs. woo. =\
then we were herded like sheep into the gym to learn about something that i paid absolutly no attention to.
high school = so much learning.
oh, our seats got changed in orchestra yesterday while i wasn't there, and i guess people actually cried over it. i guess i can generally see why some people would get upset...but seriously, you're crying over spilled milk...big deal, you're not in the position that you want, it doesn't mean you aren't as good. just remember there are plenty more chances for you to have a good seat, work hard and make to a bigger orchestra and get a better seat. and if you don't want to go on, then it doesn't matter anyway, does it?
best wishes to little kyle, and to bre. i love you both.
talk to me, if you want. most of the time people just say that, false kindness...i'm serious. people don't talk to me a lot unless they want something, but if you have a problem talk to me and i'll listen all you want.