Jan 09, 2006 17:55
I'm so relieved! Ash went to the doctor today and came back with a good report. Maybe I forgot to mention, I can't remember, but Ash had a terrible bike accident coming down a steep hill and ended up having to have a plate in her head. As a result, she hasn't been able to do certain activities. Now she can do some things...there are few things she can't do such as front or backflips...but that's it.
I was so stressed today, I thought something terrible was going to happen. You know how your imagination does sometimes. I kept thinking the worst possible outcome.
I did find some unsettling news about Ash's dad...her dad is just like all the other dads I've had in my life...an abusive bastard. There's nothing wrong with discipline, but when you make a child's legs bleed from whipping them, that's over-doing it...along with some other dispicable acts that I heard from her. I think this is why Ash and I are together...I believe God put us together because I've been in Ash's place...in dealing with these types of situations, and I know how to deal with them...I thank Him for every day that I have with her because they are blessings. I believe this because she has made me a better person...I truly love her more than she will ever realize...