Where the green grass grows? lol
Well, another headline bust, lol I have no clue why I chose the headline "Where the green grass grows?" ... but its a decent use of alliteration, lol (scroll down if you want to read a poem I wrote w/o reading all the banter before it)
Since my last entry, my head is ready to literally explode, I feel like killing someone, but I won't do that --- maybe I need a couple smacks to the head, a steel chair shot to the skull, or some spanking, lmao
Soooooo, as wonderful as things have been going, I'm spending this X-Mas season broke and not able to do much ... Thank God for great friends and a great family --- the few things money cannot buy ... Some of you know the scoop of why I'm quite bummed and pissed off --- THANKS a ton to y'all that have lifted my spirits =) Only one of my friends really has the whole scoop, I feel bad that I poured things onto her, but I'm very grateful she was there for me and listened, thank you =) She knows who she is.
God really does work wonders and miracles (Hello! Earth to Robert, you are alive and have a left arm thanks to a God-given miracle!!!), and its sometimes tough to see the smaller things in life that God gives us ... and sometimes harder to digest how blessed we truly are ... I know this is just a test from God, and I'm not about to give in to my frustrations --- I'm strong, I'm intelligent, and most of all, I'm FAITHFUL ... Faith is very powerful and I know God will help guide me through this the issues I'm currently confronting ...
After that silly diatribe, some good things:
I am regaining a ton of strength in my wrist/fingers and I have some grip!!! Yes, I need to test my grip now :-D lol So I'm really excited that I can somewhat use my left hand now --- It is slowly getting stronger and WILL regain full strength eventually =)
Christmas is almost here!!! Its a very special time of the year, and, even though I don't have any money to spend, or anything to give most of you, I do have something thats priceless --- the gift of love from God and friendship with all of you!!!
Well, I have typed a lot in here already, how about a poem written by myself? This is a little freewrite, hope it sounds good, let me know what ya think ;-)
Crying, trying, he's not dying
The wind flows, like a raging river
The wind blows, like a cold shiver
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Pain penetrates, eating the soul
Boiling blood oscillates, opening a dark hole
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Light the stars, life doesn't suck
Heal the scars, there's nothing to duck
Swallowing the wound,
Drowning the doomed
Tired of aching,
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Bursts of sunshine, thy sweet devine
Thy heavenly God, knows thy faith
Tempations devour, testing faith
There's no doubt, its a deep droubt,
Full of frequent clout
Fill thy empty waters,
Cleanse thy dirty mind
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Light the stars, life doesn't suck
Heal the scars, there's nothing to duck
Thy heavenly God, knows thy faith
Tempations devour, testing faith
Crying, trying, he's not dying
End this nightmare, stop the gloomy glare
Faith knows no boundaries, defys the evil stare
Bursts of sunshine, thy sweet devine
Thy heavenly God, knows thy faith
Tempations devour, testing faith
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Light the stars, life doesn't suck
Heal the scars, there's nothing to duck
Close the dark hole, pain no more
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Well, there ya go, some 5 minutes of writing, we have some resemblance of a psycho poem, lol Who knows where those words came from, but at least flying purple elephants and swimming pink giraffes ceased to exist in the above poem.
I hope everyone is doing well, take care peeps =)
Since my last entry, my head is ready to literally explode, I feel like killing someone, but I won't do that --- maybe I need a couple smacks to the head, a steel chair shot to the skull, or some spanking, lmao
Soooooo, as wonderful as things have been going, I'm spending this X-Mas season broke and not able to do much ... Thank God for great friends and a great family --- the few things money cannot buy ... Some of you know the scoop of why I'm quite bummed and pissed off --- THANKS a ton to y'all that have lifted my spirits =) Only one of my friends really has the whole scoop, I feel bad that I poured things onto her, but I'm very grateful she was there for me and listened, thank you =) She knows who she is.
God really does work wonders and miracles (Hello! Earth to Robert, you are alive and have a left arm thanks to a God-given miracle!!!), and its sometimes tough to see the smaller things in life that God gives us ... and sometimes harder to digest how blessed we truly are ... I know this is just a test from God, and I'm not about to give in to my frustrations --- I'm strong, I'm intelligent, and most of all, I'm FAITHFUL ... Faith is very powerful and I know God will help guide me through this the issues I'm currently confronting ...
After that silly diatribe, some good things:
I am regaining a ton of strength in my wrist/fingers and I have some grip!!! Yes, I need to test my grip now :-D lol So I'm really excited that I can somewhat use my left hand now --- It is slowly getting stronger and WILL regain full strength eventually =)
Christmas is almost here!!! Its a very special time of the year, and, even though I don't have any money to spend, or anything to give most of you, I do have something thats priceless --- the gift of love from God and friendship with all of you!!!
Well, I have typed a lot in here already, how about a poem written by myself? This is a little freewrite, hope it sounds good, let me know what ya think ;-)
Crying, trying, he's not dying
The wind flows, like a raging river
The wind blows, like a cold shiver
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Pain penetrates, eating the soul
Boiling blood oscillates, opening a dark hole
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Light the stars, life doesn't suck
Heal the scars, there's nothing to duck
Swallowing the wound,
Drowning the doomed
Tired of aching,
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Bursts of sunshine, thy sweet devine
Thy heavenly God, knows thy faith
Tempations devour, testing faith
There's no doubt, its a deep droubt,
Full of frequent clout
Fill thy empty waters,
Cleanse thy dirty mind
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Light the stars, life doesn't suck
Heal the scars, there's nothing to duck
Thy heavenly God, knows thy faith
Tempations devour, testing faith
Crying, trying, he's not dying
End this nightmare, stop the gloomy glare
Faith knows no boundaries, defys the evil stare
Bursts of sunshine, thy sweet devine
Thy heavenly God, knows thy faith
Tempations devour, testing faith
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Light the stars, life doesn't suck
Heal the scars, there's nothing to duck
Close the dark hole, pain no more
Crying, trying, he's not dying
Well, there ya go, some 5 minutes of writing, we have some resemblance of a psycho poem, lol Who knows where those words came from, but at least flying purple elephants and swimming pink giraffes ceased to exist in the above poem.
I hope everyone is doing well, take care peeps =)