Guard your heart
Tuesday i layed around the house for a while and i was pretty bored so i decided to pierce my ear. it was easier than i thought it would be but if my mom sees it shes going to flip because shes a physco nurse who thinks everythings going to get infected. i got dropped at ba's, and then we went to suz's. we hung out there for a little and ate dinner and then at like 8 mike picked us up and we went swimming with his brother and a couple of his friends. after he took us to 711 and we got slurpees and they were sooo yummy. when we got back to suz's we talked to her mom for an hour and a half about random stuff and it was so hilarious. suz ba and i were dying. i can't tell you how many times i fell on the floor laughing. then we watched america's funniest home videos and cryed because they were hysterical.
we woke up and layed in bed for like an hour listening to Ashlee Simpson and playing with Lana (her baby sister who's the cutest thing in the world). then we ate and watched tv because were fat. we decided to play some tennis so we walked over to the court and played for a while and it was really hott out. we wore suzies spandex shorts and i had my hair on top of my head and if i do say so myself, i looked extremely desireable. jeff got us from suzies and dropped us at abacoa and we got barney's and it was yummy. we walked to her house and were dying because of the mad hottness outside and sat on her porch for like 20 minutes until she realized her mom was home and we could go inside. we got dropped off at church but of course we were suposed to be at the one across the street so we walked across and met up with her friend Leah. it was pretty fun but i definitely didn't agree with most of the stuff the lady was talking about.
she said we were going to talk about sex and the emotional side to it. but she went off on how we shouldn't think about boys, like them, talk to them about important things, pray with them, and all this other stuff. it was ridiculous. i can understand about 'guarding your heart' as she put it and not just letting anyone out there have it and waiting for someone special, but she said that if we even thought about a boy or liked one that we had to chase those thoughts away and that only god can really make you happy and that your feelings are lying to you. she said that the bible said all that stuff too which made me even more confused. i don't see any really valid reason why i shouldn't be able to be friends with a guy and open up to him. just because he has a penis and i don't doesn't mean i'm 'being shot with the devils arrow'. whatever.
so yeah anyways, after church we walked back across the street and mike picked us up. we went to his house and hung out. then i came home and watched tv and talked on the phone. this morning i made myself breakfast and it was really yummy. then i did yoga because i was bored and i've never done it before. it made me really relaxed. then i took a bubble bath and it was fun. whoo hoo.