we burn the gallows they erect, and cut the nooses they tie for our necks
last night i didn't do shit. b-a and jeff wanted to go out and be alone like they should do more often but from what i heard they weren't alone most of the time. this morning i woke up and went to b-a's. we sat on her bed for liek 1/2 an hour while she told me about her night. then we ate corn pops. started watching tv. rainier called. he took us to the beach. we hung out with him and his friend. then jesse dane and matt came. we buried jesse. it was fun. the waves were huge and he kept trying to get me in the water but i didn't feel like drowning. they left. b-a and i were once again asked to be in a picture for some old wierd guy. it was quite odd. then lizz came. we hung out some more. jeff came and got us and brought us back to b-a's. we showered and got ready to go out. field drove us to abaoca and he was playing this really wierd song by the guy from the clash. we were all laughing really hard but trying to keep it unnoticed. great idea, three retarded fatass's trying not to laugh. he got all pissed and then we felt bad because the guy wrote it before he died. then i kinda wanted to cry. we ate at tai sui. i'm sorry you had to put up with our annoying hyperness lizz. b-a and i always get retarded and hyper when we eat, not all the time, but most of it. and we were dying. b-a had to get up and leave the table while holding her jacket over her mouth. i started crying i was laughing so hard. then we saw hank. lizz shat herself. we met up with jeff tony and jason. saw april chelsey kat jon shannon dane jesse robbie nate rachel. we randomly saw zach lammie who we haven't seen in forever. b-a screamed his name and we talked to him. his grandparents live across the street from me. kat met up with rachel lubeck, to bad she hates me. b-a and jeff disapeared for like 13458642394247637 hours and they had the bright idea to tell jason, who was extremely high, that b-a felt dizzy and that jeff gave her liquor out of his car and she was puking. jason told me and lizz so then we were spazzing that she was dying or something. meanwhile i felt like shit and lizz was in a bad mood because hank left. so we tried calling b-a and jeff's phones like 1234567765456 times but they didn't answer. we got pissed and lizz left a nasty message on b-as thing. then i spotted hank so we talked to him and his friends and he got lizz's number. we were still looking for b-a and jeff and we saw APRIL and talked to her. then hank and his friends came up. b-a finally called back and said they were stuck in jeff's car because there was a police officer next to them and they didnt want to get in trouble (?). they wanted us to go to the beach with them but we didn't have time so they left. then jeff and b-a left and got us and we drove to mcdonalds and then he took us to b-a's and my mom picked me up.
i still feel like shit.
ryan just called to ask me if b-a was on the phone with jon because him and jeff were following him and he threw a bottle of lemonade at him or something and they want to kick his ass. i'm kinda getting sick of this whole fighting with jon thing. its extremely stupid and they need to stop. it happens every fucking night and its really retarded.
i also hate it that certain people are fucked up all the time. it gets pretty old. its ok to get high and shit every once in a while but some people are ALWAYS fucked up. and i mean always. their constantly smoking and getting drunk and its really retarded. they say being sober and shits boring and gay but you can't live your life on drugs 24/7. it makes me really mad. how can you ever have a serious conversation or relationship with someone like that? oh well, its their life, they can ruin it if they want.
i just ripped a gigantic hole in my pants. yay.
<3
Jeff: i got her half top-less in my car! thats really something to brag about.
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B-A: yeah so he went down the ramp (makes downward/ramp motion with hands)(hits my elbow)
Us: HAHAHAHA
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Dane: you should eat these seeds. they fuck you up alot.
(me and lizz walk away)
Me: haha we should pretend to make out and see what they do!
Lizz: ok! (pretends to make out with me)
Us: (laughing)(turn to see if they're looking)
Me: Damnit! their gone!
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Hank: so yeah we should go to the beach sometime
Lizz: oh well shes leaving at 10:30 and Hank's giving me a ride home.
Hank: Hank's giving you a ride home?
Lizz: oops i meant jeff.
Hank: oh ok. . (confused)
(we walk away)
Me: nice one lizz. . he wanted to know if we wanted to go to the beach some other time, not tonight. and you said hank was giving you a ride home. hahaha.
Lizz: damn hes so hott i don't care.
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(b-a rainier and i in rainiers car driving to beach)
Me: (look in random car we pass at intersection) LEX!!
B-A: WHERE?!?!
Me: RIGHT THERE HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU YOU'RE SO HOTT!!!!!!!!!!! (starts slapping everything)
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Me: so chelsey, is your boyfriend coming?
Chelsey: hes in michigan. .
Me: heh. . coming back to florida! duh!
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Random guy on beach: hey girl! come here!
B-A: me?
Guy: yeah (points to me) you come too.
Me: (turns and walks other way)
Guy: get your friend too.
B-A: HEY JULIE COME HERE!
Me: damnit. . (walk over)
Guy: (has camera) can i get a picture of you two?
B-A: sure. .
Guy: do something. . put her in a headlock or something. haha.
B-A: pff shes the one who puts me in the headlocks.
Guy: ok well just do something sexy. (takes picture)(looks at picture) Great job girls. you did a good job. you look great.
thats not wierd at all. . .
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