poof.
Ugh...I hate the first tiny problems. There's a fine line between innocence between people, and when there are problems, it's really easy to cross over into the non-innocent section. We overcame our tiny problem, but since it wasn't a problem I created, I can't help but think about it and get pissed off sometimes.....and that makes me feel like, if there is a wall between innocent and non innocent, we just put a hole in that wall...and repaired most of it...but there are still cracks that the non-innocence slips through.
I wish I could be more of a hardass. I feel like I have such a defined idea of what a relationship should be like, that I can never have a successful one, cause no one is ever fucking up to par. I don't know if it's good to expect so much, or if it's the worst thing about me. Maybe I just wish I could lower my standards a bit. Sounds nice, but lets be realistic too: no one wanted Cinderella to settle for a nice servant boy, either.
When you buy a car, you expect it to have everything necessary in order to drive it. No one drives cars without engines, or cars without breaks. You expect the whole package, right? So is it wrong to just want the whole fucking package?
I'm going to die a lonely old lady! :)
I wish I could be more of a hardass. I feel like I have such a defined idea of what a relationship should be like, that I can never have a successful one, cause no one is ever fucking up to par. I don't know if it's good to expect so much, or if it's the worst thing about me. Maybe I just wish I could lower my standards a bit. Sounds nice, but lets be realistic too: no one wanted Cinderella to settle for a nice servant boy, either.
When you buy a car, you expect it to have everything necessary in order to drive it. No one drives cars without engines, or cars without breaks. You expect the whole package, right? So is it wrong to just want the whole fucking package?
I'm going to die a lonely old lady! :)