May 23, 2005 23:52
I've not been this happy in quite some time. I am very specific in what I want in a guy, and when starting a new relationship, I've always found that I've been quietly dissapointed with when I realize that something is missing, or something's there that I don't like. Then I begin to rationalize everything, pretending these flaws don't exist, or that he really does have the qualities that he lacks.
What's so gosh darn refreshing about this one is, I don't have to do that, because NOTHING IS WRONG WITH HIM. How did I, the pickiest and most precise person ever, find someone I'm so unceasingly happy with? I'm certainly amazed.
I'm totally, completely infatuated. I know I have been before, and I'm not saying it's any more or less intense than anything I've felt before, but this feeling is definitely unparalleled in comparison to any other feelings I've had for anyone in the past. Just different.