you don't know how lovely you are.
Last night was probably the best night of the year so far. Determined to get in touch with every single person ever from my past, I called up 200000 people and tried to make plans with anyone I hadn't seen in forever. So I got Margaret, who came and picked me up. I was like almost peeing my pants, I was so excited to see her. We went to the KOP mall to eat and we met up with Katie, which made me even happier. Then Margaret suggested we go see Dana, which made my heart melt all over the place, because I haven't seen her in forever. We went to her house, and seeing her, and remembering all the old times, ah, honestly I've like never been so happy. After hanging out for a while, Margie dropped me off back home.
It was only like 12:30, so I made Jesse come over. We got into a cocoa butter chapstick fight. Greasy faces. He left around 3:30.
At the end of the night, I talked to someone else I hadn't spoken to in years. I met him one night two years ago, and we spent the entire night talking, and we really connected in such a weird way. He was in a band, and he lived far away. He was touring the whole summer, and I knew that I only had one opportunity to see him again, so I ended up driving like 4 hours to see him at a show he was playing near NY. We spent the whole night together, and it was one of those weird, amazing moments where everything just fit, you know? We connected in a weird way that we really hadn't with anyone else, and it was absolutely incredible. We kind of lost touch, and I went on to date Josh, and that was the end of that.
Well last night, we talked for two hours, and it was the most thrilling, invigorating conversation I've had in so long. It felt so nice to connect to someone on such a personal level, and it felt even nicer to hear that someone thinks and functions exactly the way I do. Not to mention all the weird, creepy coincidences and signs. I remember when I met him, thinking that I had never met someone I felt so connected to so quickly, and now I totally remember why. It feels SO NICE to know that there is someone out there that values the things you value, and even better that they value you as a friend. Honestly, the most incredible people always live more than 5 hours away.
I know I'm in a relationship now, that I'm trying to get to work to my liking, and I'm not trying to get rid of that at all. But I just know that, one day, probably not for a long time, something really big is going to happen with this person. I don't know, I really just have a feeling about this one. We are just too weirdly connected for it not to. But until then, having this boy as a close friend I think is something that will really make me happy.
It's just nice to know that someone perfect does exist.
It was only like 12:30, so I made Jesse come over. We got into a cocoa butter chapstick fight. Greasy faces. He left around 3:30.
At the end of the night, I talked to someone else I hadn't spoken to in years. I met him one night two years ago, and we spent the entire night talking, and we really connected in such a weird way. He was in a band, and he lived far away. He was touring the whole summer, and I knew that I only had one opportunity to see him again, so I ended up driving like 4 hours to see him at a show he was playing near NY. We spent the whole night together, and it was one of those weird, amazing moments where everything just fit, you know? We connected in a weird way that we really hadn't with anyone else, and it was absolutely incredible. We kind of lost touch, and I went on to date Josh, and that was the end of that.
Well last night, we talked for two hours, and it was the most thrilling, invigorating conversation I've had in so long. It felt so nice to connect to someone on such a personal level, and it felt even nicer to hear that someone thinks and functions exactly the way I do. Not to mention all the weird, creepy coincidences and signs. I remember when I met him, thinking that I had never met someone I felt so connected to so quickly, and now I totally remember why. It feels SO NICE to know that there is someone out there that values the things you value, and even better that they value you as a friend. Honestly, the most incredible people always live more than 5 hours away.
I know I'm in a relationship now, that I'm trying to get to work to my liking, and I'm not trying to get rid of that at all. But I just know that, one day, probably not for a long time, something really big is going to happen with this person. I don't know, I really just have a feeling about this one. We are just too weirdly connected for it not to. But until then, having this boy as a close friend I think is something that will really make me happy.
It's just nice to know that someone perfect does exist.