i love it....but....

Jan 19, 2005 21:17

i couldnt explain eveything that has been goin on these past few days.

im exausted...

i need a hug.
someone just hold me... thats all i need.

being strong all the time gets to you.... i just want to have someone be strong for me...just for once.

i wish someone could just say... "ill be strong for you. ill hold your hand and be that shoulder to cry on."
why cant i have someone like that. im always that person and i love to be that person, but all of it builds up after a while and i just need someone to be held by.

sometimes i feel like the one a lonely
sometimes its hard to be me.
its hard to keep goin
but im still moving.
i feel lost damnit
because im taken for granted.

i love to help....but no one asks me if im doin alright or if i wanna talk about anything; no one runs and gives me hugs with a big smile.

again, i love helping ppl with their problem or just listening to them. i absolutely love it, but no one wants to listen to me.

NO ONE THINKS!

"The strongest person you see during the day wit no fears, Is usually the one who cries herself 2 sleep at night."

on another note... i got to know someone a lot better than i used to. and i know them for what ive heard from them. so see.. good can come from bad... i made a great friend.and helped them with a problem and also helped an old friend. so yes there was good to this...

all i need is comfort. BUT NO ONE THINKS PAST A SMILE OR JUST DOESNT CARE OR HAVE TIME.

W/E
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