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I hate asthma i cna't breathe for shit.
anyways right now cheri's telling me that i've changed and how people are noticeing it. basiclly she said i more quiet and not as obnoxious. and that she kinda wants to be at the place that i am... more like me. i don't get why she would want to be like me... i'm a bad kid. One of those people mary descirbes as "people who are sex-crazed, doing drugs, or tearing themselves apart in some way" people. and now anita is telling me i've changed... does any one else what to add there fucking name to that list? I seriously think people want to see me fail. They want me to be fat and have bad skin and to just suck at life in general. and the more people tell me i've changed makes me hate people even more. stop critique my life and focus more on your own. Ya i have a boyfriend and i spend alot of time with him... but i don't exactly get alot of phone calls from all you people saying you want to hang out, so it's not his fault or mine. Why should i hafta work at relationships with othere people if there not willing to put work in it too. it's unfair. And people should realize that.
and mike is an awesome skier and i love him
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anyways right now cheri's telling me that i've changed and how people are noticeing it. basiclly she said i more quiet and not as obnoxious. and that she kinda wants to be at the place that i am... more like me. i don't get why she would want to be like me... i'm a bad kid. One of those people mary descirbes as "people who are sex-crazed, doing drugs, or tearing themselves apart in some way" people. and now anita is telling me i've changed... does any one else what to add there fucking name to that list? I seriously think people want to see me fail. They want me to be fat and have bad skin and to just suck at life in general. and the more people tell me i've changed makes me hate people even more. stop critique my life and focus more on your own. Ya i have a boyfriend and i spend alot of time with him... but i don't exactly get alot of phone calls from all you people saying you want to hang out, so it's not his fault or mine. Why should i hafta work at relationships with othere people if there not willing to put work in it too. it's unfair. And people should realize that.
and mike is an awesome skier and i love him
the end