wow..

[midget_mafia08]

Kicked.. So yea me and Brittany are over with.. I have learned alot though. I also met some really cool people that became really cool friends. I am sad and also realizing that im kinda mad. How I can get so blinded by love. For not thinking enough. Just careing. I realized how much of a weak puppet I was. I Dealt with this all wroungh. Pushed everything away and focused on one. To put the puzzles together and actually believe it. It hurts.. yea. I had real feelings for her. Now realizin how much of a dumb ass I was. To be controled. Not paying attention to the little things going on. So deep in love, now gone. Thats life.. i guess cuz now i realize. I am changed now. People can be bitches and play mean games. Eveything has fallen into place. Every fucking little thing. its mean. Yea it all cliked. Also Brittany if you are mad cuz i mentioned that you were a bitch or a moucher... thats really dumb. You dont have a fucking clue how i feel then. not understanding that.. and to say that you are mad about that. Now to ask of friendship after i understand this.. damn, it hurts. Thanks for the talks everyone that was there. Some things are hard to believe. I understand alot now. Hopeing this sinks into you. Say what u want things are different now. we have to grow up and understand. That is mean stuff. I admit i was weak towards this. which was wroung. Now i know. I have to use it right. Lifes a bitch. Everyone can say what they want. I'm just putting this out there. Stuff sucks. Thanks again people. Hope this is understadable and is not taken the wroung ways..
damn i cant believe.. i hope u feel this someday.. it sucks alot. Just the way u did it.. hurts.. wow. bye..

Blinded by what i thought once was great.. now to understand.. lifes a bitch.. fuck it.

bye.