crying.. crying in my head
Lying in my bed again
And I cry 'cos you're not here
Crying in my head again
And I know that it's not clear
Put your hands, put your hands
Inside my face and see that it's just you
But it's bad and it's mad
And it's making me sad
Because I can't be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Thinking back on how things were
And how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother of your child
And now it's just farewell
Put your hands in my head
We'll find another end
And come with me
And my head, and my head
On anyone's shoulder
'Cause I can't be with you
Baby I can't be with you
'Cause you're not here, you're not here
Baby I can't be with you
'Cause you're not here, you're not here
And baby I'm still in love with you
For the first time since Jonny..(like.. 2 years) I could actually see myself having a relationship... actually see myself loving someone again..
I cant even begin to describe what has happened the past few days. I've managed to fall in love again and get my heart broken again..
I've had so much fun.. I havent laughed so much in ages.. it was soooo good... and most of the time I was sober.. which is kinda funny cause you think you would have more when plastered.. but nup.. I had more fun then when I was trashed...
I dont even know what to write.
I fell in love. mistake.. big mistake.. silly mistake.. I have to put my emotions back behind a wall.. I kinda dont want to tho.. I like having feelings out there.. but I got hurt again.. so should I put them back behind my brick wall?... I dont know..
And I cry 'cos you're not here
Crying in my head again
And I know that it's not clear
Put your hands, put your hands
Inside my face and see that it's just you
But it's bad and it's mad
And it's making me sad
Because I can't be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Thinking back on how things were
And how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother of your child
And now it's just farewell
Put your hands in my head
We'll find another end
And come with me
And my head, and my head
On anyone's shoulder
'Cause I can't be with you
Baby I can't be with you
'Cause you're not here, you're not here
Baby I can't be with you
'Cause you're not here, you're not here
And baby I'm still in love with you
For the first time since Jonny..(like.. 2 years) I could actually see myself having a relationship... actually see myself loving someone again..
I cant even begin to describe what has happened the past few days. I've managed to fall in love again and get my heart broken again..
I've had so much fun.. I havent laughed so much in ages.. it was soooo good... and most of the time I was sober.. which is kinda funny cause you think you would have more when plastered.. but nup.. I had more fun then when I was trashed...
I dont even know what to write.
I fell in love. mistake.. big mistake.. silly mistake.. I have to put my emotions back behind a wall.. I kinda dont want to tho.. I like having feelings out there.. but I got hurt again.. so should I put them back behind my brick wall?... I dont know..