Mar 25, 2007 05:15
Now, I'm not going to say I have the worst mother in the world. But I will say that she could probably make it on the awful mother's list. I don't even know where or how she gets off calling herself a mother. She claims my ass every year on her taxes, but let me tell you! I know for sure that she doesn't give 2,000 a year to help me with school (which she is supposed to be able to do btw). I sit here pissed off because my mom won't get off her ass to do her taxes so I can fill out the fafsa. The thing is already a month and if I don't get summer financial aid and am not able to go to summer school, there will be such a wrathful fury that I just might explode. Working all summer to pay for my expenses and accomplishing nothing are really not on my want to do list. My mom is on the very edge of fucking things up royally. Sometimes I wonder if she even knows what I'm doing. That I'm going to school and supporting myself somehow. I put so much effort into just being here at school, that if I didn't have to stress out about money and work so much then maybe I'd get better grades. Honestly, I don't think she sees that I'm working towards a career and am going to have a comfortable. I think she just wants me to get married and have children and be miserable like her. She complains about everything and does nothing about it. She hates her job, but refuses to find a new one cause her and her husband have to use the same car. She won't ride a bus anywhere, she won't walk anywhere cause she's too busy smoking and bitching about stuff to concentrate. Not to mention that she eats out everyday except for when she decides to make steak and potatoes (the freaking meal she knows how to make). She wonders why she's sick all the time and I tell it's cause you eat like shit and don't exercise. A Doctor told her that she showed signs for type 2 diabetes 2 years ago. What has she done to improve? nothing. the woman just doesn't understand how a person should live. I get shafted cause I'm trying to live a normal life but I'm still connected to her cause the government says I am. ERRRR rant rant rant. Lastly, she buys so much useless shit....like a new car,make-up, clothes, hats, jewlery etc