sigh...
...well, first, my mother thinks I'm a complete idiot. She also doesn't trust me, even the tiniest bit. What does that say about me? I love my mother, I do. and just once, I'd like her to realize that the words coming out of her mouth hurt.
Chris's dad told him he doesn't want anything to do with him as long as he's with me. Keep in mind that the man has never seen me, let alone met me. Not only that, but apparently I'm not good enough, not pretty enough, not classy enough for him to be with. I apparently also make him do things he doesn't want to do, and bring him down all the time, and force him to stay in Oswego with me, and choose me over his family.
Chris's grandmother and I, are no longer friends. She's awfully two-faced, and very manipulative... tell me something, do all people get crotchety and mean when they reach the age of 60?
I can't think of any reason she would have to say all of those things about me, to his dad, of all people. Who has nothing else to go on but her word.
Everyone has been telling me all day, and a good portion of last night to just get over it. Not to let it bug me, blah blah. That his say doesn't mean anything, and that he walked away he doesn't even get a say. But.... it's not that simple. And I don't think anybody gets how badly all of that hurt me... Yeah they understand that I think it sucks, and that it was hard to hear all of it... but aside from that... it hurt. alot. and it still hurts. I'm better today than I was yesterday, but yeesh.
Chris's dad told him he doesn't want anything to do with him as long as he's with me. Keep in mind that the man has never seen me, let alone met me. Not only that, but apparently I'm not good enough, not pretty enough, not classy enough for him to be with. I apparently also make him do things he doesn't want to do, and bring him down all the time, and force him to stay in Oswego with me, and choose me over his family.
Chris's grandmother and I, are no longer friends. She's awfully two-faced, and very manipulative... tell me something, do all people get crotchety and mean when they reach the age of 60?
I can't think of any reason she would have to say all of those things about me, to his dad, of all people. Who has nothing else to go on but her word.
Everyone has been telling me all day, and a good portion of last night to just get over it. Not to let it bug me, blah blah. That his say doesn't mean anything, and that he walked away he doesn't even get a say. But.... it's not that simple. And I don't think anybody gets how badly all of that hurt me... Yeah they understand that I think it sucks, and that it was hard to hear all of it... but aside from that... it hurt. alot. and it still hurts. I'm better today than I was yesterday, but yeesh.